Evanescence

BRİNG ME TO LİFE

how can you see into my eyes, like open doors

leading you down into my core

where I've become so numb

without a soul

my spirit sleeping somewhere cold

until you find it there and lead it back home

 

[Nakarat]

wake me up inside, wake me up inside

call my name and save me from the dark

bid my blood to run, before I come undone

save me from the nothing I've become

 

now that I know what I'm without, you can't just leave me

breathe into me and make me real

bring me to life

 

[Nakarat]

 

bring me to life

 

frozen inside without your touch, without your love, darling

only you are the life among the dead

 

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see

kept in the dark, but you were there in front of me

I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems

got to open my eyes to everything

without a thought, without a voice, without a soul

don't let me die here

there must be something more

 

[Nakarat]

bring me to life

 

I've been living a lie

there's nothing inside

bring me to life

 

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ANTHİNG FOR YOU

I'd give anything to give me to you

Can you forget the world that you thought you knew

If you want me,

Come and find me

Nothing's stopping you so please release me

 

I'll believe

All your lies

Just pretend you love me

Make believe

Close your eyes

I'll be anything for you

 

Have you left to make me feel anymore

There's only you and everyday I need more

If you want me

Come and find me

I'll do anything you say just tell me

 

I'll believe

All your lies

Just pretend you love me

Make believe

Close your eyes

I'll be anything for you

 

I'll believe

All your lies

Just pretend you love me

Make believe

Close your eyes

I'll be anything for you

 

Anything for you

All without your hurt inside

Will never, never die

I'll be everything you need

 

I'll believe

All your lies

Just pretend you love me

Make believe

Close your eyes

I'll be anything for you

 

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ANYWHERE

Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me

And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free

I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you

And at sweet night, you are my own

Take my hand

 

We're leaving here tonight

There's no need to tell anyone

They'd only hold us down

So by the morning light

We'll be half way to anywhere

Where love is more than just your name

 

I have dreamt of a place for you and I

No one knows who we are there

All I want is to give my life only to you

I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore

Let's run away, I'll take you there

 

We're leaving here tonight

There's no need to tell anyone

They'd only hold us down

So by the morning light

We'll be half way to anywhere

Where love is more than just your name

 

Forget this life

Come with me

Don't look back you're safe now

Unlock your heart

Drop your guard

No one's left to stop you

Forget this life

Come with me

Don't look back you're safe now

Unlock your heart

Drop your guard

No one's left to stop you now

 

We're leaving here tonight

There's no need to tell anyone

They'd only hold us down

So by the morning light

We'll be half way to anywhere

Where love is more than just your name

 

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ZERO

My reflection, dirty mirror

There's no connection to myself

I'm your lover, I'm your zero

I'm in the face of your dreams of glass

So save your prayers

For when we're really gonna need'em

Throw out your cares and fly

Wanna go for a ride?

 

She's the one for me

She's all I really need

Cause she's the one for me

Emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness

And cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me

Intoxicated with the madness, I'm in love with my sadness

Bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms

The fasion victims chew their charcoal teeth

I never let on, that I was on a sinking ship

I never let on that I was down

You blame yourself, for what you can't ignore

You blame yourself for wanting more

She's the one for me

She's all I really need

She's the one for me

She's my one and only

 

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YOU

The words have been drained from this pencil

Sweet words that I want to give you

And I cant sleep, I need to tell you... goodnight

 

When we're together I feel perfect

When I'm pulled away from you I fall apart

All that you say is sacred to me

Your eyes are so blue, I can't look away as we lay in the stillness

You whisper to me, baby, marry me, promise you'll stay with me

Oh you don't have to ask me, you know you're all that I live for

You know I'd die just to hold you, stay with you

Somehow I'll show you that you are my night sky

I've always been right behind you

Now I'll always be right beside you

 

So many nights I've cried myself to sleep

Now that you love me I love myself

I never thought I would say that

I never thought there'd be you

 

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WHİSPER

catch me as i fall

say you're here and it's all over now

speaking to the atmosphere

no one's here and i fall into myself

this truth drives me into madness

i know i can stop the pain if i will it all away

 

don't turn away

don't give in to the pain

don't try to hide

though they're screaming your name

don't close your eyes

God knows what lies behind them

don't turn out the light

never sleep never die

 

i'm frightened by what i see

but somehow i know that there's much more to come

immobilized by my fear

and soon to be blinded by tears

i can stop the pain if i will it all away

 

don't turn away

don't give in to the pain

don't try to hide

though they're screaming your name

don't close your eyes

God knows what lies behind them

don't turn out the light

never sleep never die

 

fallen angels at my feet

whispered voices at my ear

death before my eyes

lying next to me i fear

she beckons me shall i give in

upon my end shall i begin

forsaking all i've fallen for i rise to meet the end

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WHERE WILL YOU GO

You`re too important for anyone

There`s something wrong with everything you see

But I, I know who you really are

You`re the one who cries when you`re alone

 

[Nakarat]

 

But where will you go

With no one left to save you from yourself

You can`t escape

You can`t escape

 

You think that I can`t see right through your eyes

Scared to death to face reality

No one seems to hear your hidden cries

Your`e left to face yourself alone

 

[Nakarat]

 

I realize you`re afraid

But you can`t abandon everyone

You can`t escape

You don`t want to escape

 

I`m so sick of speaking words that no one understands

Is it clear enough that you can`t live your whole life all alone

I can hear you in a whisper

But you can`t even hear me screaming

 

[Nakarat]

 

I realize you`re afraid

But you can`t reject the whole world

You can`t escape

You won`t escape

You can`t escape

You don`t want to escape

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UNDERSTANDING

You hold the answers deep within your own mind

Consciously, you've forgotten it

That's the way the human mind works

Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us

to entertain, we reject it

We erase it from our memories

But the answer is always there."

 

(Can't wash it all away)

(Can't wish it all away)

(Can't hope it all away)

(Can't cry it all away)

 

The pain that grips you

The fear that binds you

Releases life in me

In our mutual

Shame we idolize

To blind them from the truth

That finds a way from who we are

Please don't be afraid

When the darkness fades away

The dawn will break the silence

Screaming in our hearts

My love for you still grows

This I do for you

Before I try to fight the truth my final time

 

"We're supposed to try and be real

And I feel alone, and we're not together

And that is real."

 

Can't wash it all away

Can't wish it all away

Can't cry it all away

Can't scratch it all away

 

Lying beside you

Listening to you breathe

The life that flows inside of you

Burns inside of me

Hold and speak to me

Of love without a sound

Tell me you will live through this

And I will die for you

Cast me not away

Say you'll be with me

For I know I cannot

Bear it all alone

 

"You're not alone, are you?"

"Never... Never."

 

Can't fight it all away

Can't hope it all away

Can't scream it all away

It just won't fade away,

No

 

Can't wash it all away

Can't wish it all away

Can't cry it all away

Can't scratch it all away

 

(Can't fight it all away)

(Can't hope it all away)

Can't scream it all away

Ooh, it all away

Ooh, it all away

 

"But the answer is always there.

Nothing is ever really forgotten."

"Because I'm tired of it too."

"Because I'm tired of it too."

"Because I'm tired of it too."

"Because I'm tired of it too."

"Because I'm tired of it too."

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TOURNIQUET

I tried to kill my pain,

But only bled more.

(So much more)

I'm lay dying,

And I'm pouring, crimson regret, and betrayal.

 

I'm dying,

Praying,

Bleeding,

Screaming.

Am I too lost to be saved ?

Am I too lost ?

My God! My Tourniquet,

Return to me salvation.

My God! My Tourniquet,

Return to me salvation.

 

Do you remember me ?

Lost for so long.

Will you be on the other side ?

Will you forgive me ?

 

I'm dying,

Praying,

Bleeding,

Screaming.

 

Am I too lost to be saved ?

Am I too lost ?

 

My God! My Tourniquet,

Return to me salvation.

My God! My Tourniquet,

Return to me salvation.

 

(Return to me salvation)

(I want to DIE!)

 

My God! My Tourniquet,

Return to me salvation.

My God! My Tourniquet,

Return to me salvation.

 

My wounds cry for the grave.

My soul cries, for deliverance.

Will I be denied ?

Christ! Tourniquet! My suicide.

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THOUGHTLESS

All of my hate cannot be bound

I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming

Now you can try to tear me down

Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming

 

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies

Pushing all the mercy down, down, down

I want to see you try to take a swing at me

Come on, going to put you on the ground, ground, ground

 

Why are you trying to make fun of me

You think it's funny, what the fuck you think it's doing to me

You take your turn lashing out at me

I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

 

All of my hate cannot be bound

I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming

Now you can try to tear me down

Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming

 

Thumbing through pages of my fantasies

I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown

I want to kill and rape you the way you raped me

And I'll pull the trigger and you're down, down, down

 

Why are you trying to make fun of me

You think it's funny, what the fuck you think it's doing to me

You take your turn lashing out at me

I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

 

All of my hate cannot be bound

I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming

Now you can try to tear me down

Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming

 

All my friends are gone

They died

They all screamed and cried

I'm going to take you down

Going to take you down

Going to take you down

Going to take you down

 

All of my hate cannot be bound

I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming

Now you can try to tear me down

Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming now

All of my hate cannot be bound

I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming

Now you can try to tear me down

Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming

 

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TAKING OVER ME

you don't remember me but i remember you

i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you

but who can decide what they dream?

and dream i do...

 

i believe in you

i'll give up everything just to find you

i have to be with you to live to breathe

you're taking over me

 

have you forgotten all i know

and all we had?

you saw me mourning my love for you

and touched my hand

i knew you loved me then

 

i believe in you

i'll give up everything just to find you

i have to be with you to live to breathe

you're taking over me

 

i look in the mirror and see your face

if i look deep enough

so many things inside that are just like you are taking over

 

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SURRENDER

Is this real enough for you

You were so confused

Now that you've decided to stay

We'll remain together

 

You can't abandon me

You belong to me

 

Breathe in and take my life in you

No longer myself only you

There's no escaping me, my love

Surrender

 

Darling, there's no sense in running

You know I will find you

Everything is perfect now

We can live forever

 

You can't abandon me

You belong me

 

Breathe in and take my life in you

No longer myself only you

There's no escaping me, my love

Surrender

 

Breathe in and take my life in you

No longer myself only you

There's no escaping me, my love

Surrender

 

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SOLİTUDE

How many times have you told me you love her?

As many times as I wanted to tell you the truth.

How long have I stood here beside you?

I lived through you, you looked through me.

 

Ooo, Solitude

Still with me is only you

Ooo, Solitude

I can't stay away from you

 

How many times have I done this to myself?

How long will it take before I see?

When will this hole in my heart be mended?

Who now is left alone but me?

 

Ooo, Solitude

Forever me and forever you

Ooo, Solitude

Only you, Only true

 

Everyone leaves me stranded,

forgotten, abandoned

left behind.

I can't stay her another night

 

Your secret admirer, who could it be?

 

Can't you you see all along it was me?

How can you be so blind as to see right through me?

 

Solitude

Still with me is only you

Ooo, solitude

I can't stay away from you

 

Solitude

Forever me and forever you

Ooo, Solitude

Only you, Only true

 

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SO CLOSE

I've spent so much time throwing rocks at your window

That I never even knocked on the front door

 

I walk by statues never even made one chip

but if i could leave a mark on the monument of the heart

I just might lay myself down for a little more than I had the last day

 

Wait a time to spare these lies we tell ourselves

These days have come and gone

But this time is sweeter than honey

 

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RESTLESS

She embraced, with a smile

As she opened the door.

A cold wind blows, it put's a chill into her heart.

 

You have taken away the trust,

you're the ghost haunting through her heart.

Past and present are one in her head,

You're the ghost haunting through her heart.

 

Take my hand as I wonder through,

All my life I gave to you.

Take my hand as I wonder through,

All my love I gave to you.

 

You have taken away the trust,

you're the ghost haunting through her heart.

 

Take my hand as I wonder through,

All my life I gave to you.

Take my hand as I wonder through,

All my love I gave to you.

 

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OCTOBER

 

I can't run anymore,

I fall before you,

Here I am,

I have nothing left,

Though I've tried to forget,

You're all that I am,

Take me home,

I'm through fighting it,

Broken,

Lifeless,

I give up,

You're my only strength,

Without you,

I can't go on,

Anymore,

Ever again.

 

My only hope,

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace,

(To walk away from you)

My only joy,

My only strength,

(I fall into your abounding grace)

My only power,

My only life,

(And love is where I am)

My only love.

 

I can't run anymore,

I give myself to you,

I'm sorry,

I'm sorry,

In all my bitterness,

I ignored,

All that's real and true,

All I need is you,

When night falls on me,

I'll not close my eyes,

I'm too alive,

And you're too strong,

I can't lie anymore,

I fall down before you,

I'm sorry,

I'm sorry.

 

My only hope,

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace,

(To walk away from you)

My only joy,

My only strength,

(I fall into your abounding grace)

My only power,

My only life,

(And love is where I am)

My only love.

 

Constantly ignoring,

The pain consuming me,

But this time it's cut too deep,

I'll never stray again.

 

My only hope,

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace,

(To walk away from you)

My only joy,

My only strength,

(I fall into your abounding grace)

My only power,

My only life,

(And love is where I am)

My only love,

My only hope,

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace,

(To walk away from you)

My only joy,

My only strength,

(I fall into your abounding grace)

My only power,

My only life,

(And love is where I am)

My only love.

 

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MY LAST BREATH

 

Hold on to me love

you know I can´t stay long

All I wanted to say was I love you and I´m not afraid

can you hear me?

Cann you feel me in your arms?

 

Holding my last breath

safe inside myself

are all my thoughts of you

sweet raptured light

it ends here tonight

 

I´ll miss the winter

a world of fragile things

look for me in the white forest

hiding in a hollow tree ( come find me )

 

I know you hear me

I can taste it in your tears

 

Holding my last breath

safe inside myself

are all my thoughts of you

sweet raptured light

it ends here tonight

 

Closing your eyes to disappear

you pray your dreams will leave you here

but still you wake and know the truth

no one´s there

 

Say goodnight

don´t be afraid

calling me calling me as you fade to black

 

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MY İMMORTAL

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

 

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

 

[Chorus:]

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me

 

You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me

 

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

 

[Chorus]

 

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

 

[Chorus]

 

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MISSING

Please, please forgive me,

But I won't be home again.

Maybe someday you'll have woke up,

And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:

"Isn't something missing?"

 

You won't cry for my absence, I know -

You forgot me long ago.

Am I that unimportant...?

Am I so insignificant...?

Isn't someone missing me?

 

[Nakarat]

Even though I'd be sacrificed,

You won't try for me, not now.

Though I'd die to know you love me,

I'm all alone.

Isn't someone missing me?

 

Please, please forgive me,

But I won't be home again.

I know what you do to yourself,

ı bread deep and cry out:

"Isn't something missing?

Isn't someone missing me?"

 

[Nakarat]

 

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,

Knowing you don't care.

And if I sleep just to dream of you

And wake without you there,

Isn't something missing?

Isn't something...

 

[Nakarat]

 

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LISTEN TO THE RAİN

Listen, listen

Listen, listen

Listen, listen

Listen, listen

Listen (listen), listen (listen)

Listen (listen), listen (listen)

Listen (listen), listen (listen)

Listen (listen), listen (listen)

 

Listen to each drop of rain (listen, listen)

Whispering secrets in rain (listen, listen)

Magically searching for someone to hear

That story be more than it hides

Please don't let go

Can't we stay for a while

It's just too hard to say goodbye

Listen to the rain

 

Listen, listen, listen, listen, listen, listen to the rain

Weeping

 

Listen (listen), listen (listen)

Listen (listen), listen (listen)

 

I stand alone in the storm (listen, listen)

Suddenly sweet words they know (listen, listen)

Hurry they say for you haven't much time

Open your eyes to the love around you

You may feel you're alone

But I'm here still with you

You can do what you dream

Just remember to listen to the rain

 

Listen

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LIES

Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear

Sealed with lies through so many tears

Lost from within, pursuing the end

I fight for the chance to be lied to again

 

You will never be strong enough

You will never be good enough

You were never conceived in love

You will not rise above

 

They'll never see

I'll never be

I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger

Burning deep inside of me

 

But through my tears breaks a blinding light

Birthing a dawn to this endless night

Arms outstretched, awaiting me

An open embrace upon a bleeding tree

 

Rest in me and I'll comfort you

I have lived and I died for you

Abide in me and I vow to you

I will never forsake you

 

They'll never see

I'll never be

I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger

Burning deep inside of me

 

They'll never see

I'll never be

I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger

Burning deep inside of me

 

Rest in me and I'll comfort you

I have lived and I died for you

Abide in me and I vow to you

I will never forsake you

 

They'll never see

I'll never be

I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger

Burning deep inside of me

 

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IMAGINARY

I linger in the doorway

of alarm clock screaming

monsters calling my name

let me stay

where the wind will whisper to me

where the raindrops

as they´re falling tell a story

 

In my field of paper flowers

and candy clouds of lullaby

I lie inside myself for hours

and watch my purple sky fly over me

 

Don´t say I´m out of touch

with this rampant chaos - your reality

I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge

the nightmare I built my own world to escape

 

In my field of paper flowers

and candy clouds of lullaby

I lie inside myself for hours

and watch my purple sky fly over me

 

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming

cannot cease for the fear of silent dreaming

the goddess of imaginary light

 

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I MUST BE DREAMING

How can i pretend that i dont see

what you hide so carelessly

i saw her bleed

you heard me breathe

and i froze inside myself

and turned away

i must be dreaming

 

We all live...

We all die...

That does not begin to justify you

 

It's not what it seems

Not what you think

No I must be dreaming

It's only in my mind

Not real life

No I must be dreaming

 

Help you know i've got to tell someone

Tell them what i know you've done

I fear you but spoken fears can come true

 

We all live...

We all die...

That does not begin to justify you

 

It's not what it seems

Not what you think

No I must be dreaming

It's only in my mind

Not real life

No I must be dreaming

 

 

We all live...

We all die...

That does not begin to justify you

 

It's not what it seems

Not what you think

No I must be dreaming

It's only in my mind

Not real life

No I must be dreaming

 

Not what it seems

Not what you think

I must be dreaming

 

Just in my mind

Not real life

I must be dreaming

 

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HELLO

Playground schoolbell rings, again

Rainclouds come to play, again

Has no one told you she's not breathing ?

Hello, I'm your mind, giving you someone to talk to...Hello...

If I smile and don't believe

Soon I know I'll wake from this dream

Don't try to fix me

I'm not broken

Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide...

*Don't cry...*

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping

Hello, I'm still here, all that's left

Of yesterday...

 

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HEART SHAPED BOX

She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak

I’ve been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks

I’ve been down into your magnet tar pit trap

I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn back

 

Hey

Wait

I’ve got a new complaint

Forever in debt to your priceless advice

 

Hey

Wait

I’ve got a new complaint

Forever in debt to your priceless advice

 

Hey

Wait

I’ve got a new complaint

Forever in debt to your priceless advice

Your advice

 

Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet

Cut myself on angel hair and babies breath

Broken hymen of your highness I left back

Throw down your umbilical noose

So I can climb right back

 

Hey

Wait

I’ve got a new complaint

Forever in debt to your priceless advice

 

Hey

Wait

I’ve got a new complaint

Forever in debt to your priceless advice

 

Hey

Wait

I’ve got a new complaint

Forever in debt to your priceless advice

Your advice

 

She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak

I’ve been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks

I’ve been down into your magnet tar pit trap

I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn back

 

Hey

Wait

I’ve got a new complaint

Forever in debt to your priceless advice

 

Hey

Wait

I’ve got a new complaint

Forever in debt to your priceless advice

 

Hey

Wait

I’ve got a new complaint

Forever in debt to your priceless advice

Your advice (3x)

 

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HAUNTED

Long lost whispers slowly to me

still can´t find what keeps me here

when all this time i´ve been so hollow inside

i know you´re still there

 

Watching me, wanting me

i can feel you pull me down

fearing you loving you

I won´t let you pull me down

 

Hunting you I can smell you- alive

your heart pounding in my head

 

watching me wanting me

I can feel you pull me down

saving me raping me

watching me

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GOODNIGHT

Goodnight, sleep tight

No more tears

Goodnight morning, I'll be here

And when we say goodnight,

Dry your eyes

Because we said goodnight,

And now goodbye

We said goodnight

And now goodbye

 

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GOING UNDER

Now i will tell you what i've done for you

50 thousand tears i've cried

Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you

And you still won't hear me

Don't want your hand this time i'll save myself

Maybe i'll wake up for once

Not tormented daily defeated by you

Just when i thought i'd reached the bottom

I'm dying again

 

I'm going under

Drowning in you

I'm falling forever

I've got to break through

I'm going under

 

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies

So i don't know what's real and what's not

Always confusing the thoughts in my head

So i can't trust myself anymore

I'm dying again

 

I'm going under

Drowning in you

I'm falling forever

I've got to break through

 

So go on and scream

Scream at me i'm so far away

I won't be broken again

I've got to breathe i can't keep going under

**************************************

GIVE UNTO ME

I've been watching you from a distance

The distance sees through your disguise

All I want from you is your hurting

I want to heal you

I want to save you from the dark

 

Give unto me your troubles

I'll endure your suffering

Place onto me your burden

I'll drink your deadly poison

 

Why should I care if they hurt you

Somehow it matters more to me

Than if I were hurting myself

Save you (save you)

I'll save you

 

Give unto me your troubles

I'll endure your suffering

Place onto me your burden

I'll drink your deadly poison

 

Fear not the flame of my love's candle

Let it be the sun in your world of darkness

Give unto me all that frightens you

I'll have your nightmares for you

If you sleep soundly

 

Give unto me your troubles

I'll endure your suffering

Place onto me your burden

I'll drink your deadly poison

 

Fear not the flame of my love's candle

Let it be the sun in your world of darkness

Give unto me all that frightens you

I'll have your nightmares for you

If you sleep soundly

 

Fear not the flame of my love's candle

Let it be the sun in your world of darkness

 

***********************************

FORGIVE ME

Can you forgive me again?

I don't know what I said

But I didn't mean to hurt you

 

I heard the words come out

I felt like I would die

It hurt so much to hurt you

 

Then you look at me

You're not shouting anymore

You're silently broken

 

I'd give anything now

to hear those words from you

 

Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."

But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

 

'Cause you were made for me

Somehow I'll make you see

How happy you make me

 

I can't live this life

Without you by my side

I need you to survive

 

So stay with me

You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.

 

And you forgive me again

You're my one true friend

And I never meant to hurt you

 

************************************

FOREVER GONE FOREVER YOU

I wanted you to be with me

For so long I don't even know by now

But now that I've given up on you

Defiantly you see me

 

Walking away I see the pain

You put me through

Lost in your game to change the same

Forever gone, forever you

 

There's something very wrong about this

I think you knew all along somehow

You'll only take me to change my mind

Lonely, broken, and defeated

 

So far away I see the truth

I see through you

Now that I know the way you play

I don't want to

 

Walking away I see the pain

You put me through

Lost in your game to change the same

Forever gone, forever you

 

So far away I see the truth

I see through you

Now that I know the way you play

I don't want to

 

Walking away I see the pain

You put me through

Lost in your game to change the same

Forever gone, forever you

 

*****************************************

FIELD OF INNOCENCE

I still remember the world

From the eyes of a child

Slowly those feelings

Were clouded by what I know now

 

Where has my heart gone

An uneven trade for the real world

I want to go back to

Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all

 

I still remember the sun

Always warm on my back

Somehow it seems colder now

 

Where has my heart gone

Trapped in the eyes of a stranger

I want to go back to

Believing in everything

 

***************************************

FARTHER AWAY

I took their smiles and I made them mine.

I,I sold my soul just to hide the light.

And now I see what I really am,

A thief a whore, and a liar.

I run to you,

Call out your name,

I see you there, father away.

 

Im numb to you - numb and deaf and blind.

You give me all but the reason why.

I reach but I feel only air at night.

Not you, not love, just nothing.

I run to you,

Call out your name,

I see you there, father away.

 

Try to forget you,

But without you I feel nothing.

Don't leave me here, by myself.

I can't breathe.

I run to you,

Call out your name,

I see you there, father away.

 

I run to you,

Call out your name,

I see you there, father away,

Farther away,

Father away,

Father away,

Father away,

Father away.

 

*************************************

EXODUS

My black backpack's stuffed with broken dreams

Twenty bucks should get me through the week

Never said a word of discontentment

Thought it a thousand times but now I'm leaving home

 

Here in the shadows

I'm safe, I'm free

I've nowhere else to go but

I cannot stay where I don't belong

 

Two months pass by and it's getting cold

I know I'm not lost, I'm just alone

But I won't cry, I won't give up, I can't go back now

Waking up is knowing who you really are

 

Here in the shadows

I'm safe, I'm free

I've nowhere else to go but

I cannot stay where I don't belong

 

In the shadows

I'm safe, I'm free

I've nowhere else to go but

I cannot stay here

 

Show me the shadow where true meaning lies

So much more dismay in empty eyes

 

*************************************

EVERYBODY’S FOOL

Perfect by nature, icons of self-indulgence

Just what we all need

More lies about a world

 

That never was and never will be

Have you no shame, don't you see me?

You know you've got everybody's fool.

 

Look here she comes now -

Bow down and stare in wonder.

Oh, how we love you

No flaws when you're pretending

But now I know she -

 

Never was and never will be

You don't know how you betrayed me

And somehow you've got everybody's fool.

 

Without the mask

Where will you hide?

Can't find yourself,

Lost in your lies

 

I know the truth now

I know who you are

And I don't love you anymore

 

Never was and never will be

You don't know how you betrayed me

And somehow you've got everybody's fool.

 

Never was and never will be

You're Not real that you can save me

And somehow now you're everybody's fool.

 

************************************

EVEN IN DEATH

Give me a reason to believe that you're gone

I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong

Moonlight on the soft brown earth

It leads me to where you lay

They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home

 

I will stay forever here with you, my love

The softly spoken words you gave me

Even in death our love goes on

 

Some say I'm crazy for my love, oh my love

But no bonds can hold me from your side, oh my love

They don't know you can't leave me

They don't hear you singing to me

 

I will stay forever here with you, my love

The softly spoken words you gave me

Even in death our love goes on

 

And I can't love you, anymore than I do

 

*****************************************

CALL ME WHEN YOU ARE SOBER

Don�t cry to me

If you loved me, you would be here with me

You want me, come find me

Make up your mind

 

Should�ve let you fall

And lose it all

So maybe you can remember yourself

Can�t keep believing

We�re only deceiving ourselves

And I�m sick of the lie

And you�re too late

 

Don�t cry to me

If you loved me, you would be here with me

You want me, come find me

Make up your mind

 

Couldn�t take the blame

Sick with shame

Must be exhausting to lose your own game

Selfishly hated

No wonder you�re jaded

You can�t play the victim this time

And you're too late

 

So, don�t cry to me

If you loved me, you would be here with me

You want me, come find me

Make up your mind

 

You never call me when you�re sober

You only want it �cause it�s over - it�s over

 

How could I have burned paradise?

How could I?

You were never mine

 

So don�t cry to me

If you love me, you would be here with me

Don�t lie to me, just get your things

I�ve made up your mind.

 

***************************************

BREATH NO MORE

I've been looking in the mirror for so long.

That I've come to believe my souls on the other side.

Oh the little pieces falling, shatter.

Shards of me,

To sharp to put back together.

To small to matter,

But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.

If I try to touch her,

And I bleed,

I bleed,

And I breathe,

I breathe no more.

 

Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.

Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.

Lie to me,

Convince me that I've been sick forever.

And all of this,

Will make sense when I get better.

I know the difference,

Between myself and my reflection.

I just can't help but to wonder,

Which of us do you love.

So I bleed,

I bleed,

And I breathe,

I breathe now...

Bleed,

I bleed,

And I breathe,

I breathe,

I breathe-

I breathe no more.

 

*************************************

BEFORE THE DAWN

I've been looking in the mirror for so long.

That I've come to believe my souls on the other side.

Oh the little pieces falling, shatter.

Shards of me,

To sharp to put back together.

To small to matter,

But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.

If I try to touch her,

And I bleed,

I bleed,

And I breathe,

I breathe no more.

 

Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.

Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.

Lie to me,

Convince me that I've been sick forever.

And all of this,

Will make sense when I get better.

I know the difference,

Between myself and my reflection.

I just can't help but to wonder,

Which of us do you love.

So I bleed,

I bleed,

And I breathe,

I breathe now...

Bleed,

I bleed,

And I breathe,

I breathe,

I breathe-

I breathe no more.

 

***************************************

AWAY FROM ME

I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll

I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds

But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to

Lost all faith in the things I have achieved

And I

 

I've woken now to find myself

In the shadows of all I have created

I'm longing to be lost in you

(away from this place I have made)

Won't you take me away from me

 

Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins

I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed

I can't go on like this

I loathe all I've become

 

I've woken now to find myself

In the shadows of all I have created

I'm longing to be lost in you

(away from this place I have made)

Won't you take me away from me

 

Lost in a dying world I reach for something more

I have grown so weary of this lie I live

 

I've woken now to find myself

In the shadows of all I have created

I'm longing to be lost in you

(away from this place I have made)

Won't you take me away from me

 

I've woken now to find myself

In the shadows of all I have created

I'm lost in shadows of my own

I'm longing to be lost in you

Away from me

En Çok Sevdigi 10 Albüm

1.Superunknown-SoundGarden

2.Dummy-Portishead

3.Under The Pink- Tori Amos

4.Ten- Pearl Jam

5.Cheap Thrills-Janis Joplin

6.Dangerous- Michael Jackson

7.Post- Bjork

8.The Nightmare Before Christmas Soundtrack

9.In Utero-Nirvana

10.Untouchables- Korn

 

En Çok Sevdigi 5 Bayan sarkici

1. Janis Joplin

2. Beth Gibbons of Portishead

3. Bjork

4. Carole King

5. Tori Amos

 

 

Amy Lynn Lee

 

Adı :Amy Lynn Lee

Dogum Tarihi: 13 Aralık 1983

Dogum Yeri: Riverside,California -

Parkview Hastanesi

Burcu: Yay

Kardesleri: Erkek kardesi Robby, Carrie, Lori

Saç Rengi : Kahverengi

Göz Rengi: Mavi

Yaptigi sarkilar: "Hello", "Give Unto Me", "Going Under", "Bring Me To Life", "Taking Over Me", "Solitude"

 

 

Fallen albümünde en çok sevdigi sarki Going Under

Amy adını 70'li yıllardaki "Amie" adlı sarkıdan almıs.

Amy'nin hobileri resim yapmak ve günlük yazmak

 

Amy'den Sözler

 

Amy'den Evanescence hakkında açıklamalar...

 

- "Ben'le Arkansas'ta bir yaz kampında tanıştık (Arkansas'a yeni taşınmıştık ve ailem arkadaş edinmem için beni kampa göndermeye kara vermişti). Bir gün spor salonunda kendi kendime piyano çalarken Ben gelip bana iltifat etti. Konuşmaya başladık ve neredeyse bütün zevklarimizin aynı olduğunu fark ettik. Şarkı söylediğimde ise ağzı açık kaldı; şoktan kurtulunca birlikte bir grup kurmamızı teklif etti ve işte !"

 

- "Kadın şarkıcıların ve aktrislerin birbirlerine saygı duyduklarını görünce çok gururlanıyorum çünkü onların kuvvetli olduklarını düşünüyorum. "

 

- "Müziğimizle bizi dinleyenlere sadece onların zaman zaman ümitsiliğe kapılmadıklarını ve melankolinin hayatın vazgeçilmez bir parçası olduğunu iletmek istiyoruz."

 

- "Üzüntü, bazen muhteşemdir..."

 

- "Bir gün bana biri Evanescence'ı çok sevdiğini ve Nirvana'dan beri hiçbir grubun onu müziğiyle bu kadar etkilemediğini söyledi. Inanılmazdı !"

 

- "Başından beri bizimle birlikte olan müzisyenler sadece Ben ve benim yazdığımız müziği yorumlamamıza yardımcı oldular. Ve bunun değişmesi için hiç bir neden yok..."

 

- "Her zaman üzgün değilim ! Bir sürü kişi çok mutsuz bir tip olduğumu sanıyorlar halbuki, aksine, çok neşeliyimdir !"

 

- "Yazdığımız herşey kalbimizden geliyor, ve satıcılara ayak uydurmak için müziğimizi değiştirmemiz söz konusu değil !"

 

- "Birçoğunun bize uydurduğu 'gotik' kelimesini reddediyorum çünkü müziğimizin bu türle hiçbir alakası yok !"

 

- "'Evanescence' bir gaz gibi havada yok olan bir şeyi anlatan, çok güzel, çok gizemli ve bizim müziğimize tamamiyle uyan bir kelime."

eftalya ne zaman yapsan oldum yanee sözün geliyo aklıma haa

Daredevil'i izlediyseniz, Electra kum torbalarını lime lime ederken çalan parçayı mutlaka hatırlıyorsunuzdur. Parçanın ismi "Bring Me To Life"ve grubun ismi Evanescence. İlgiyi kesinlikle hak ediyorlar.

 

Evanescence 'duman gibi yok olmak' anlamına geliyor. Vokalde Amy Lee, gitarlarda Ben Moody'den oluşan grup ilk albümü "Fallen"'ı yayınladı. Peki o gerçekten ilk albümleri miydi? "Nasıl yani?" konusuna az sonra geçeceğiz.

 

Arkansaslı grup, Amy'nin inanılmaz sesi ile diğer nu-metal gruplarından ayrılıyor. Amy'ye göre grubun sırrı müziklerinin epik, dramatik ve karanlık olması. Belki de Amy'nin ta kendisi.

 

Grubu kuran Amy ve Ben, çocukken yaz kampında tanışmışlar. Amy piyanoyla Meat Loaf'ın "I'd Do Anything For Love"ını çalarak oyalanıyormuş, Meat Loaf hayranı olan Ben hemen gidip tanışmış ve grup kurmaya o gün karar vermişler. Kendi çabaları ile yayınladıkları, cd yazıcı ile çoğalttıkları ilk EP'leri ile yerel olarak oldukça tanınmışlar. O albümü bugün 'komik' olarak nitelendiriyorlar. Arkasından ikinci EP "Whisper" ve 2000 yılında ilk albüm "Origin" gelmiş. Ancak kendilerine özel bir sebepten dolayı, bu albümü hiç yayınlanmamış saymak istiyorlarmış. Bu sebeple Amazon gibi yayınlarda ve resmi sitelerinde "Fallen", ilk albüm olarak görünmektedir.

 

Ancak entrikalar bununla bitmiyor. Grubun 600.000 satıp Billboard ilk 10'a giren albümü; Christian-Rock kitlesi tarafından çok sevilip başarı grafiği hızla yükselince, bu kitleye hitap eden müzik marketlerden toplatılmış. Amerika'da Hristiyan Rock şeklinde bir olgu var. Dini temalar içeren gruplar yoğun ilgi topluyor. Sadece bu türe endekslenmiş plak dükkanları, radyolar ve festivaller var, ancak grup üyeleri kendilerini sadece gotik olarak adlandırmayı arzu etmedikleri gibi yalnız bu kitle için müzik yapıyor durumuna da gelmek istemiyorlar. Bu yüzden albümlerini bu tür dükkanlardan toplatma kararı almışlar.

 

İlk zamanlarında diğer müzisyenlere para ödeyemedikleri için iki kişi olan kadro zamanla böyle oturmuş. Şimdi ise en iyisinin böyle olacağını düşündükleri için iki kişi devam ediyorlar. Canlı performanslarda onlara genellikle gitarda John LeCompt ile davulda Rocky Gray'den oluşan destek ünitesi eşlik ediyor.

 

Albümün ilk single çalışması "Bring Me To Life"'da, aynı plak firmasına bağlı 12 Stones grubunun solisti Paul McCoy ile çalışmışlar. Bu şarkı için yapılan "duygusal rollercoaster" yakıştırması gerçekten oldukça yerinde bir tabir. Albüm, bu şarkının dışında "Tourniquet", "Haunted", "Whisper" gibi çok güçlü şarkılar içeriyor. Hepsinin ortak noktası da aşk ve çaresizlik hakkında karanlık şarkılar olmaları.

 

Evanescence, piyasadaki diğer nu-metal ya da goth gruplarından çok daha farklı:

 

"Öfke dolu gençlerin hazırladıkları, önceden paketlenerek satışa sunulmuş gibi duran çok fazla albüm var piyasada. Biz böyle değiliz. Bir görüntüyü satmaya çalışmıyoruz, sadece kalbimizdekileri yazıyoruz."

 

Amy Lee / VOKAL

 

Ben Moody / Gitar

 

John LeCompt / Gitar

 

Rocky Gray / Davul

amy lee

bu grubun ve üyelerinin satanist olduğu söyleniyor,bu doğrumu

hayır doğru deil

my immortal hiç normal bir şarkı değil farklı bir boyutta derlenmiş gibi

amy süper ya hastayım

my immortal hiç normal bir şarkı değil farklı bir boyutta derlenmiş gibi
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gerçektende öyle. büyüleyici bi müzik ve klibini izledim daha dorusu fim sahnesini muzık eşlıgınde çok mukemmel bütünleşmiş müzik ve hikayesi.supr superrr tek kelimeylee

Ay bu evane ne kadar tombalak olnuş yaw önceden daha ayrı bi şirindi şimdi sevilcek tarafı kalmamaış

Ay bu evane ne kadar tombalak olnuş yaw önceden daha ayrı bi şirindi şimdi sevilcek tarafı kalmamaış
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kıskançççç bikere çok tatlı

my immortalın birde film den derlenen sahnelerle klibi var o daha acayip büyülüyo, orda şarkı sözleri bütünleşiyo ve müzik, insan eriyip gidiyo super yaa

sende varmı veya nerde bulabilirim.

ya going under hangi filmin içinde geçiyo?

sende varmı veya nerde bulabilirim.
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you toube den bulabilirsin bende de var istersen? tabiki yardımcı olabilirim

dur ben bi arayım o zaman

ben bu grubu çok sewiorum yaa my ımmortal-going under-everybody's fool-bring me to life-broken birde yeni klibini çektii sarkılara bayılıorum

bunu dinlemenizi tavsiye ederim amy den çok sehirciler söölemiş coşmuşlar sehirciler yaff bayıldım

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1IZN_893TM

e bu da çok gzl görüntü biraz bozuk ama olsun ..

83 lüymüşşşşş daha büyük sanıodum bir numaraa onun gibisi yok valla...

ewt 83 lü hatta yay burcu

bu kadına bakmaya doyamıorum çok gzl yaa

wayy imza baya güzelmiş

bi forumda daha koymuştum bu imzayı herkes çok beenmişti bence de çok gzl yaff

Bu kadına tapıyorum yaw böle bi tanığım var hatda sitede üyedir kendisi kankim içim gidiyor kıza baktıkca gerçekten